I'm Lost

Sorry I've been gone, I've just been busy

So after thinking to myself for a long time, I've decided to come back. I have never been so busy in my life until this year.

I feel so lost lately. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't even hear myself think because I'm so stressed out

And I'm so tired of studying for the exam every month, but everything depends on it. Ughhhh..... I'm so sick of everything in life having to deal with "tests" it seems like you can't do anything until you make high or pass a test 

I just want a break :(  Like there's nothing I want more than to be done with school and actually move on with my life and do something I love and enjoy.

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change things, but I can't.....